Invalid reasoning. three.

I thought a song was playing and it suddenly stopped. The room was full of giggles and smiles, but his question changed the expressions.


"Shfekom? Khalas namlich hne, o Ana a7wel awragha ma3ay. O t3esh m3ay. Kho mabuga shy Ila sentain 3lena" he said, breaking the silence.


"Yuma, il ray al awal wel akheer 3nd 7ala" she said, tapping on my thighs.


"ily etshufa" my voice was full of shyness.

"ilmilcha bachir! Khalas" he shouted.

Giggles were back to the room. Everyone seemed happy and enthusiastic. 3essa and I, on the other hand, kept on sharing looks. I loved how his hazel eyes twinkles every time he stops talking and stares at me.

That was my outside, yet, inside, I was scared. I was scared of departing away from my family and friends to the end of the earth. I’ll soon have my own life, me, my husband and kids. It was all big for me to handle and think about. Too big.


Ping.

Me:
Bass!

3eesa; Jeet weshjabik 7beebi min b3d 6ool al maghebi:* says:
Latlomeny, you’re hot.


Me:
goul mashalla:p.


3eesa; Jeet weshjabik 7beebi min b3d 6ool al maghebi:* says:
Mashallah:p.Agool! Shrayich nro7 barna? Greeb 7eel. Mishtehe asuuq buggy, o mabi akhleech:$


Me:
Bachir please! Maly khelg ilyom.

3eesa; Jeet weshjabick 7beebi min b3d 6ool al maghebi:* says:
Inshalla, yalla ana baro7 al dowania, ayech b3den ;) ;). Wear my favorite dress, sexy! Bbye:*


Me:
take care babe xx

3eesa; Jeet weshjabick 7beebi min b3d 6ool al maghebi:* says:
Inshalla you too:*


"Yala ana asta2thin". I watched him leave, taking my heart with him. I don’t know whether he hides it in his back pocket; on his ass, or in his right top pocket of his dishdasha; next to his heart. I just know that everytime he leaves, my heart aches.

I was alienated the past years, but when he came. His entrance, it doubtlessly beats an entry. The way he talks, the words he spoke, they keeps on reverberating in my head. And his stares and warm looks, they keep on retrieving every time I blink. His scent, on the other hand, is the only thing I emit and the only thing that keeps me patient.

His attendance maintains me alive.


I received a new message.
“Halla bel7ob, shlonich galbi? I missed you!”